c-o-n-f-u-s-i-o-n

oke im having hard time thinking of whats going to be best for me , enjoying the very-well paying local scholarship or to experience japanese education under a scholarship that provide you with just enough green.

ok lets list the pros and cons
LOCAL -pro-cons
*well paying allowance
*can be under twinning prog-ipta mcm ta brp na ade laa kan
*blaja in upm-ada pertanian :D
*sedikit regrettable sbb blaja teringat jepun
*high paying work
*chance to further masters as staff-mgkn just dlm negara gak kan
*placement in branches all over the world-tp kalu jd apprentice saje

JAPAN-pros-cons
*learning japanese-
*extracredit
*boost the brain
*technology-extra
*morality-become better self-amin
*4 seasons
*less money-cukup2 mkn je kot
*more pressured learning [student mcm masak kentang ,api kuat hangus, api kecik tak masak jd letak dlm pressure cooker xp]
*tp kepuasan tu tetap ada
*kerajaan mcm kurg stabil , takut gak nak amek


kalau psl kerja aku pasti jd ape pun tetap ada hasilnya.Allah , niat aku sekarang nak carik ilmu yang mampu buat aku lebih dekat dgn mu. berikanlah aku petunjuk yang sewajarnya . sebab hanya engkau yang tahu betapa bergeloranya dilema hati aku ini .bantulah aku , berikanlah pedoman , laluan hidup yang harus aku jalani . aamiinnn