Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I GOT OVER YOU
Saturday, June 9, 2012
my faith is here
ok. im sticking with UPM where my future is secured .
aku serius nak gi sane tapi ditolak tolak sebegitu buat aku tawar hati . serius TAWAR tak cukup gula garam ajinomoto segalaa .
life is insane kan . camne laa ape yang aku nak sgt2 boleh jd ia tak baik utk aku . dgn halangan sebegini takpe lah aku terima jer . but of course i'll keep on improving my life, hopefully .
tapi aku masih tak putus asa dlm journey aku utk sambung blaja oversea utk masters inshaAllah .
mak ayah sangat baik dan sabar je dengar nia bising pot-pet-pot-pet psl bnde ni , kan kan kan ?
*thanks utk semua kawan2 yg bagi support, pendapat dalam menolong aku selesaikan dilema diri ku ini . bersyukur sgt dgn korg yg prihatin . love youu mmuaahhh :*
aku serius nak gi sane tapi ditolak tolak sebegitu buat aku tawar hati . serius TAWAR tak cukup gula garam ajinomoto segalaa .
life is insane kan . camne laa ape yang aku nak sgt2 boleh jd ia tak baik utk aku . dgn halangan sebegini takpe lah aku terima jer . but of course i'll keep on improving my life, hopefully .
tapi aku masih tak putus asa dlm journey aku utk sambung blaja oversea utk masters inshaAllah .
mak ayah sangat baik dan sabar je dengar nia bising pot-pet-pot-pet psl bnde ni , kan kan kan ?
*thanks utk semua kawan2 yg bagi support, pendapat dalam menolong aku selesaikan dilema diri ku ini . bersyukur sgt dgn korg yg prihatin . love youu mmuaahhh :*
Sunday, June 3, 2012
c-o-n-f-u-s-i-o-n
oke im having hard time thinking of whats going to be best for me , enjoying the very-well paying local scholarship or to experience japanese education under a scholarship that provide you with just enough green.
ok lets list the pros and cons
LOCAL -pro-cons
*well paying allowance
*can be under twinning prog-ipta mcm ta brp na ade laa kan
*blaja in upm-ada pertanian :D
*sedikit regrettable sbb blaja teringat jepun
*high paying work
*chance to further masters as staff-mgkn just dlm negara gak kan
*placement in branches all over the world-tp kalu jd apprentice saje
JAPAN-pros-cons
*learning japanese-
*extracredit
*boost the brain
*technology-extra
*morality-become better self-amin
*4 seasons
*less money-cukup2 mkn je kot
*more pressured learning [student mcm masak kentang ,api kuat hangus, api kecik tak masak jd letak dlm pressure cooker xp]
*tp kepuasan tu tetap ada
*kerajaan mcm kurg stabil , takut gak nak amek
kalau psl kerja aku pasti jd ape pun tetap ada hasilnya.Allah , niat aku sekarang nak carik ilmu yang mampu buat aku lebih dekat dgn mu. berikanlah aku petunjuk yang sewajarnya . sebab hanya engkau yang tahu betapa bergeloranya dilema hati aku ini .bantulah aku , berikanlah pedoman , laluan hidup yang harus aku jalani . aamiinnn
ok lets list the pros and cons
LOCAL -pro-cons
*well paying allowance
*can be under twinning prog-ipta mcm ta brp na ade laa kan
*blaja in upm-ada pertanian :D
*sedikit regrettable sbb blaja teringat jepun
*high paying work
*chance to further masters as staff-mgkn just dlm negara gak kan
*placement in branches all over the world-tp kalu jd apprentice saje
JAPAN-pros-cons
*learning japanese-
*extracredit
*boost the brain
*technology-extra
*morality-become better self-amin
*4 seasons
*less money-cukup2 mkn je kot
*more pressured learning [student mcm masak kentang ,api kuat hangus, api kecik tak masak jd letak dlm pressure cooker xp]
*tp kepuasan tu tetap ada
*
kalau psl kerja aku pasti jd ape pun tetap ada hasilnya.Allah , niat aku sekarang nak carik ilmu yang mampu buat aku lebih dekat dgn mu. berikanlah aku petunjuk yang sewajarnya . sebab hanya engkau yang tahu betapa bergeloranya dilema hati aku ini .bantulah aku , berikanlah pedoman , laluan hidup yang harus aku jalani . aamiinnn
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