kahwin ?

haha title yg sume org suke kott :DD

td just tanye mak ."kalau kitorg ta reti nak carik pasangan , mak carikan boleh ?" 

tapi aku hesitated "takpelah mak , kang mak carik org kampung mak lak . takde comel lah situ " 

mak ayah : "takpe nanti pandai2 laah mak ayah crikkan yg baik, comel, rajin utk korg" 

mak tambah : "tak kaya takpe yg penting rajin nak bg mkn anak2 mak ni" :p 

haha . paling seronok mak ayah tak de pun cakap "amboii gatalnye anak aku nieee " mak ayah pun layan jer karenah anak dorg yg duduk UPM Serdang dan balik tiap minggu nih . hehe ~ sweet btol mak ayah aku  ni , sabaa je layan aku .

serius aku rasa bahagia di kala ini .

MOM DAD i LOVE YOU SO MUCHIEEEEEEE <3


p/s: mak ayah saya super duper sporting kannn . UNTUNGLAHH :)

thankfully, i DO get OVER YOU

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I GOT OVER YOU

my faith is here

ok. im sticking with UPM where my future is secured .

aku serius nak gi sane tapi ditolak tolak sebegitu buat aku tawar hati . serius TAWAR tak cukup gula garam ajinomoto segalaa .

life is insane kan . camne laa ape yang aku nak sgt2 boleh jd ia tak baik utk aku . dgn halangan sebegini takpe lah aku terima jer . but of course i'll keep on improving my life, hopefully .

tapi aku masih tak putus asa dlm journey aku utk sambung blaja oversea utk masters inshaAllah .

mak ayah sangat baik dan sabar je dengar nia bising pot-pet-pot-pet psl bnde ni , kan kan kan ?

*thanks utk semua kawan2 yg bagi support, pendapat dalam menolong aku selesaikan dilema diri ku ini . bersyukur sgt dgn korg yg prihatin . love youu mmuaahhh :*

c-o-n-f-u-s-i-o-n

oke im having hard time thinking of whats going to be best for me , enjoying the very-well paying local scholarship or to experience japanese education under a scholarship that provide you with just enough green.

ok lets list the pros and cons
LOCAL -pro-cons
*well paying allowance
*can be under twinning prog-ipta mcm ta brp na ade laa kan
*blaja in upm-ada pertanian :D
*sedikit regrettable sbb blaja teringat jepun
*high paying work
*chance to further masters as staff-mgkn just dlm negara gak kan
*placement in branches all over the world-tp kalu jd apprentice saje

JAPAN-pros-cons
*learning japanese-
*extracredit
*boost the brain
*technology-extra
*morality-become better self-amin
*4 seasons
*less money-cukup2 mkn je kot
*more pressured learning [student mcm masak kentang ,api kuat hangus, api kecik tak masak jd letak dlm pressure cooker xp]
*tp kepuasan tu tetap ada
*kerajaan mcm kurg stabil , takut gak nak amek


kalau psl kerja aku pasti jd ape pun tetap ada hasilnya.Allah , niat aku sekarang nak carik ilmu yang mampu buat aku lebih dekat dgn mu. berikanlah aku petunjuk yang sewajarnya . sebab hanya engkau yang tahu betapa bergeloranya dilema hati aku ini .bantulah aku , berikanlah pedoman , laluan hidup yang harus aku jalani . aamiinnn

awesome avengers :D

darn i have lots of things that better left unspoken bout this day screw that !
lets talk bout how awesome the avengers ARE .

MY AVENGER TWEETS

well, thanks for making me enjoy ONLY during the movie . *tamparkau* gosh i thought would be a great day with you and him . but it turned out not how i would imagined. god knows what i felt yesterday. urrghh. screw that . im STRONG *i guess*

at least i have done myself some favour by shopping a nicholas sparks book :)

attached , BIG TIME

the longer you be with something , the harder it gets to ACTUALLY let it go .





abang nak jual kete. tp ntah kenape saya yang sedih . rasa tak puas lagi naik kete tu . walau hanya sebagai penumpang . whoa, saya pun rasa mcm ni. ape agaknye abg saya rasa? mesti lagi teruk. yelaa kete tu dah bapee byk kali msuk bengkel sbb die . haha~ rasa mcm such a badbad girlfriend, kan ? yes, i ckp psl kereta tersebut :D

p/s: abg, be tough! nanti nia beli kete, nia bagi pinjam oke. lol~

best parcel ever !

dapat surat pun kadang kadang . macam mane aku tak melompat bila tibe tibe dapat parcel pulak , kan ? haha . thanks amalia for the bear ! walaupun aku mmg seriously tak suke domo tu . tapi oleh sebab ko yang bagi aku terima dgn hati tulus suci dan aku janji untuk suka domo yang ko bagi ni . kalo lebeh2 tu mmg aku tak boleh terima laa .haha . luv u syg :D

FEVER :[

sick for  few days now
despite having fever and cant eat :(
im actually enjoying the ATTENTION given
thanks everyone
L-O-V-E-Y-O-U-MOM-DAD

JPJ

and well YES I DID !!!


passed JPJ and gonna get my license exactly this friday
and i think im gonna goo and look for some job for my stay at home for like another month and a half
attention to all employers : DONT BE MEAN TO ME and put some contracts for like 6 moths or anything .
ill be so bored at home ==

banjir

oke ni citer lame but whatever laa
jumaat lepas  seminggu after amek rez SPM ttbe banjir lak kat klang ni.
tak sangka laaa .
rumah saye tu saya dah duduk 15  tahun *sy bkn 15 thn =p tak pernah banjir pun
*thanks to longkang2 besar gaban tu laa
tuptup nak terbanjir pulek . haha.
dah nasib badannn..
tp the good thing is ade quality family time man <3
kitorg duk kemas rumah mcm esok nak raye .
series sebijik macam nak wat openhouse esoknye..
haha .. co00l , kan ?

maybankk part 2 :D

interview kauu , jahh DD

jom skip ape yg jd sebelum tu, terus saja ke

MENARA MAYBANK

saya sampai tepat tepat jam 12.45 (15minit sebelum bermula sesi temu duga).
masa daftar sebagai pelawat, terperasan penuh satu page buku tu dgn budak2 yg nak gi interview . cuak seyh .selepas naik ke tingkat 15 ade 3 org je kat situ . pelek  pelek
ruparupanya ni utk yg amek bidang lain lain. ade yg amek engineering, architecture, and psychology.
those girls from SAB are very nice .there's this boy , he is totally serius and he's first . so tak sempat nak korek ape ape drp die . lps intebiu die setengah jam die terus balek . suddenly


MY NAME IS CALLED
 *woii,aku second? like biar betul *rase mcm na pengsan kat situ >_<

   the  QUES :   
-introduce yourself
-tell me bout your siblings *mase ni cuak gilegile. gagap kott
-trial
-psl course-mane na amek-ape course tu- cmne boleh guna dlm maybank
-leadership
-achievement *basically about what you sent to them
-anything u want to ask?
 saya tanya psl scholarship and their life of working in maybank then one of them starts talking bout hari wanita sedunia .coolkan . =DD

konklusi : mungkin saya buat ok . hopefully dpt laa *nak orang taja so bad.
the interviewers are very nice.
 they will inform dpt ke tak for another assessment by minggu dpn . yup, dorg buat kerja sgt cpt .tgklaa kronologi sebelum ni . surely cepat .

p/s :terlambat pulakk nak post neh :D

alhamdulillah :D

oke, smlm result SPM kuar. sy tanak ckp bpe sy dpt. jusst na citer pengalaman gi amek result paling besar seumur persekolahan neh . pasneh tade yg mcm neh dah .

mlm before amek rez tu kak shilaa ckp gudluck. waaahhh, rase terharu sgtsgt time tu.

saya sampai maktab kul 1040 kot kalau tak silap

time tu dah ramai dahh org datang. oleh sbb rmy sgt orgt nga bratur na amek result tu jd saya pon suoh mak keluar dulu . huhu. lme gile doh beratur pastu amek sijil sume pastu jumpe cikgu sume. dekat2 kul 1 baru balekk.

haha. sy glamer ;p

na citer ke-excited-an tu, lps dpt res kene interview dgn pkck subki  masok mjlh mktb bebeh . sukenyeee:D haha.terok tol.

ibaratnye mcm ni kot orang2 yg cube contact saya sbb tu off fon ;p

pastu guess what, fon saya mati. ohh, sori semuaa, saya bkn nye sengajaa  tp fon tade bateri .haha. takpasalpasal je terputus hubungan dgn dunia luar .
ntahapeape,kan ?
lupe bwkcharger laa ==

oke itu je kan ? rase bahagia sbb rmy gak dpt bgus2 kan ? korg sume terer laa ! ! 

esok result

okehh laa

esokk rez na kuaa, saya gerak kedah petang satgi, adek, abg ngn akak ta ekot. tp saya dihantar oleh parents.

ta sabbaaa na jumpe geng tapi sgt cuak na amek rez.

oke, semoga semua dapat keputusan yg GEMPAQQ !! aamiiinn 

things i want to do

1. go up in air balloon
2. go to watch football live in the stadium with crowd and press all around
3. write fan-letter

4. tell crushes "i used to like you"

5.sleep under the stars
6. be extra in film
7.Attend at least one major sporting event
8.send a message in a bottle
9.be an audience of a tv show
10. spend the whole day in theme park
11.fart in a crowded place ;p
12.do extreme everything
13.have those cute friendship charm
14.travelling europe
15.learn how to sew
16.say hi to everyone
17.Eat a whole tub of ice-cream in one go
18.milk a cow
19.walk around the neighbourhood at night
20.go to a maid latte
21. bury a time capsule and open it later in your life
22. go to a festival and do everything*

yup.this is it. maybe more later but lets stick to this first :D

p/s i love you

ok ive just finished watching p/s i love you

ok it is very romantic and adorable and touching

now it makes me really wanna buy that novel

RM 35.90  will be gone soon ==

p/s : i love you, gerard james butler <3

you looked so adorable with your symmetrical and manly face.

man, you are such a heartthrob

so much , Gerard James Butler :)

research ASAP

oke, i got a phone call just now telling me that they have sent me an email and i am required to be for another assessment for the maybank scholarship.
 of course im pretty damn happy. but then a bit tensed.
and this thought rushed into my mind . 
"nia,  go search for the assessment ASAP or u'll be a dead meat ."


ok . so its been an hour and more of me google-ing everything.
and what i found has made me feel more afraid >_<. 
there will be introducing ,discussing,fast-reading and even essay writing . grrrr


just posting this for a teeny-tiny break .
im continuing my research  N O W ! 

happy birthday , dear you :)

happy birthday. semoga panjang umor murah rezeki ,
 ingat aku sampai mati. hahah *ingat ke? :/

just wishing you a lovely birthdayy.
i just cant wish you face-to-face or even on wall to wall .
why dont you show you birthday info on your fb
kalau tak , mesti dah boleh wish dgn selamber jer
takkan nak tell the whole world yg saye egt birthday awak
walaupun ntah ape yg awk pikir psl saye pun ,
SAYA TAKTAUUU.

i never done this in my life ;p

kalau berany nanti jumpe bagi kad sebijik macam ni *konon

dlm saya tulis ni "awak,awak awak , tahniah sebab saye minat awak" ;p

p/s : takmungkin sama sekali lgpun lepas ni nak cari crush baru sebab awak pun dah ade yg punye

musim hujann

she's trying real hard to go out in the rain .let's support her 

rain is a very beautiful thing . embrace it :D

then you will receive a colourful rainbow




life is that simple :DD

maybankk:))

okay takde nak tulis tulis panjang2 sekadar kronologi peristiwa


29 feb- guess what saye dpt phone call drpd maybank . they ask me to try and apply for the scholarship. sy dah lme dah tauu bnde ni tp mcm mls nak apply cuz i was akceli targeting for pharmacy. tpoleh sbb die da buat effort nak call saya, saya rase mcm  apa salahnye saye try, memandangkan saya mmg suke math dan kesian org tu dah berusaha telefon sye *hati saya kan lembut plus life would be much easier kalau dpt .


1 mac- hantar borg secara online bersama soft copy of documents that they want
3mac- receive an email to do some online mathematical test
4 mac- take online exam sb semalam my brain was not ready yet
6 mac- receive another phonecall for an interview
8 mac- go for an interview at MENARA MAYBANK


oke.saye baru balek dlm 3 jam after the interview and decided to update my blog . cerita psl interview tu . next time bebehh .tiredd mentally

SUPERhuman

it is the very same song i sang everytime i get on a train  in the hopes of meeting the very same stranger i met before . that meeting was a very good memory indeed . every detail is still fresh in my mind . what i wore , what u wore . the only thing thats not clear is your face :( its my fault coz when i met u i was that shy , not able to look at u right in the eyes . my fault , silly me ==  hey but lets not regret cuz life is to enjoy AND the moment was an enjoyable one :D

p/s :if you still remember me in any way , maybe we could meet someday , eh ? i wish u do but can you remember my face when i dont ? hmmm,fingerscrossed

mehsiniijapp

well , ni na ckp sket nih . bosn seyh duk umah .ade kakak pun tak bjalan jugek sbb abg gune kete . well,kete die msuk bengkel (lagiiiii) . haissh , kete satria tu puun nak buat hall tunggu lahh kakak aku balik dul . ni tak . habismusnahh ssegale impian aku nak kua jejalan . huh ==

ok ,upu dah isi, matriks dah kemaskini ,  L dah dpt tp mgu dpn bru boleh mule blaja .  kelas menjahit dah tanya , tp nak dftr bile yek . kene kompemkn dgn driving class dulu biar tak clashh . susaasusaa. nak gi carik keje pun tak leh nak bergerak dr rumah  ni . jd terperuk laa aku kat rumah . kalau ta tengok movie, maen fesbuk ,tulis blog . mcm org tade life sudaa .kawan2 pun sume mem'busy'kan diri . bile nak kluar sme2 pun tataw .

well, story of my life . huh ==

tak boleh jadi ni

saya ade problem

kan bagus kalau ni jer prob saye but no it is not

ok .saye baru dpt tau something and it really wakes me up . skg kene work hard enough to get it done . sorry if u all tak phm tp im keeping this all to myself sorry . tp please wish me a lot of luck cuz i gotta do this in 6 weeks time. nmpk mcm lame tp sebenarnye it is really not enough . huh ==  "god ,please help me" *fingers crossed

i really need this ==

bapaku pulang dari kota~lalala

hehe. title tu tade kene mngena pun . actually kakak ku pulang dari medan~lalala~ . best2  !! lame tak jumpe dier , dah 6 bulan . cube korg bayang tak dapat jumpe org y korg syg selama itu . mesti dah gile kan. mcm aku . tapi bile die balek , maken giler laa, tu pun na ckp ker . hehe ~  jumpe die mmg best tp lebih best ialah barang2 yg die bwk balek :DD teehee.

ade buah avocado .due biji mkn dgn susu coklat .sedapsgt :DDD due bijik lagi buat puding . rupe dah lawaaaa, rase tak sedap pulak . huh ==

ade juge segala baju saye yg die bwk lari . akhirnya my clothes are in my hands again . pheww~

de gak laptop die. movie byk giler . keje die donlod movie je kot kat medan tu . well, tak bole blame die sebab kat sane die tade tv atau radio . sekadar laptop dan wifi saje ouh . so, keje saye, tgk sume citer yg ade. stakat ni dah tgk 4movie dan 1 siri anime. still many to go.

okeh , 15 ni die na balek dahh . ade 11 hari je lg ngn die . kene  spend time betol2 ni. raye nanti baru die balek lagi .rindu mehh :((

nak buat camni ke ngn die? haha . ade laa siket siket ;p

agaknye ini yg ade dlm otak die time kat sane. :)

AJL mehh :DD

ok. bile hafiz mng AJL haritu teringat zaman dulu mase kat sekolah .ingat tak ,dulu , pada suatu mlm yg hening,biasanya lepas cuti thn bru cina laa. budak2 mesti bising gile citer huhaa-huhaa . tp pada suatu mlm tu , lebih tepat lagi malam anugerah juaralagu behaviour kitorg mesti berbeza , contohnya :

1. duduk rapat-rapat sebab kongsi mp3

2. senyap sebab masing-masing fokus atas ape yg cheryl ,fbi ngn ally :D

3. sesekali terdengar bunyi sorakan .~woohoo~

4. pastu kene marah ,"senyap sket org laen na dgr jugek"

5. bile loceng habis prep sume pun serbu ds n amek mknn cepat2 dan duduk dpn tv sbb na tgk artis yg kitorg minat2 tu heee :))

6. makcik  ds tutup tv "alaaaah"

7. sume lari msuk dorm psg segala mp3 dan radio  yang ade

8. sume org mengeluarkan spekulasi ttg sape menang 

9.lps umum sape menang , komen pulak .

10. tido

esok, kat sekolah , sambung lagi komen ,well, pompuan .. tapi laki pun same sebijik oh . haha .sekarang tak macam tu . sume sibuk post kat sosial network yg ade. 

ohemgeee, i miss my school years  ! and by that i mean my friend , not the school itself

agak laa .tp ilmu tidak dilupakan okeh :))

dah tertulis :)

saye cume nak kate , saye percaye sume bnde dicipta berpasangan :) 

saya menulis dlm keadaan perut saye sakit laa  slh mkn kot pg td tp minda masih positif dan hati masih yakin :))

 p/s: saje nak keep it short , simple and lovely :)

welcome to the war zone

okeh . semalam kitorg giler . well, mmg selalu tp smlm over siket babes~ :DD 
mak saye beli kacang hijau dgn hajat nak buat bubur kacang hijau laa. teringin kot . daripada mereka end up dlm perut kitorg , kitorg ade idea yg lebih hebat utk kacang2. huahuahua .abang saye decide untuk re-live the past . haahaa . bunyi cam gempakk kan ?? meh saye citer cket



dulu mase kecik kitorg suke main perang kacang hijau .

bahan-bahan yg diperlukan ;

kacang hijau yg banyak 

straw yg sesuai

tenage yg byk utk attack and run

dan memandangkan kitorg membesar dalam kedai , kacang hijau sangatlah mudah utk didapati . siyes kitorg giler , masekecik dulu main bnde ni sampai merah2 tgn . sllu sye laa jd mgse sbb sye paling kecik . adek sye kan maseyh baby lg time tu so die tak maen dan ,saye kene thn laa . tp sakit tak sakit bnde tu mmg seronok giler . game ni mmg seronok main time hujan sbb mk akan pkse ktorg duduk dlm rumah je , tak bg kuarr takot demam kott . dan the best thing is , esoknye , kitorg sume duduk tepi salur air tu dan tgk taugeh2 membesar dgn hebatnye . haha .well, seronokk pehh . 

nmpaknye taugeh2 tu rase kasih syg kitorg <3

ok tu sume dulu . semalam , kitorg kene marah laa . mane taknye mak beli setengah kilo nak makan, kitorang jadikan sebahagian daripada mereka yg terpilih sebagai askar wataniah . haha . kalau dulu saye main dgn abg dan kakak , semalam main dgn abg and adek saje . ye laa, kakak sibuk blaja kat indon sane uh. well, kakak saye nak balek rumah minggu dpn 4 whole 3weeks.mesti sronokk,kn ? mesti jln2 tak henti2 pasni ..sukenyeeeeee:) .

p/s : im writing all this with an ear-to-ear smile carved on my face :))

boys will be boys

they just cant make up their mind when it comes to us GIRLS .ITS PROVEN YOU SEE , the facts ;

 

numero uno :they want it bad

Yeah, I want it bad, I want a bad girl, baby, bad I want it bad
I'm getting sick of predictable, tired of acting logical 

Oh yeah, I gotta shake it up tonight  

Yeah girl, I want something physical Not something invincible,

oh yeah I'm tired of being good, let's be bad

 the CAB - BAD

second : they want you to not know ur beautiful  

Baby you light up my world like nobody else The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed 

But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell 

You don't know you're beautiful!

what MAKES u beautiful -onedirection 

third : they want u to be independent

'Cause she walk like a boss Talk like a boss
Manicured nails to set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly

And she move like a bossDo what a boss do
She got me thinkin' about gettin' involved
miss independent-neyo

fourth :they want u to be cruel

She's cool and she's cruel, But she knows what she's doing.
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion.
She laughs at my dreams,but I dream about her laughter.
Strange as it seems,

She's the one I'm after.

justTHEgirl-click five 
 

and so on,on,on and on

..... 

but to think again , us girls are just the same when we talk bout boys. at times we thought this is how we want our guy to be  but then we think that 'ok, maybe he's not meant for me' .'oh he's hot tOo"

so, ape function tulisan saye harini ? ntaah laa .saye pon taktauu

sekadar kepikiran ttg bnde ni .

haha .

p/s : saye suke sume lagu ni. and post nih tade kene mngena antara hidup dan mati ye ? sori jugak for colour yg terlalu banyak dan juge terang benderang ni . sajeea na bg mate you all juling ;p -peace-  

L_U_L_U_S :))

 haha just nak kongsi citer best . sy dah lulus test undang-undang pd tanggal 17 januari haritu . semoga lepas ni sume berjalan lancar laa ye . amiin . the best part is , lulus pada nombor kegemaran saya 17 . egt x mse msia mng lwn indon mse sukan sea ? my fiends kate sy yg bg luck tu kat diorg . haha . ye kot . mmg time tu tgh pky jersey 17 pon . and .tauu x, sy mati- mati laa egt yg pemain bola tak pernah ade no 17 . sekali keluar FANDI , pky 17 . ade jugak player indon pon pky 17 . pehh , mmg sy excited sehingga mencecah langit laa kan . hehe . jadi kalo bile-bile nanti ade org ckp mcm ni kat sy 'hey , can i have your number ?' saye reply '17' boleh takk ?

haha . silly me

eheh, teringat kat kawan sy sorg nih . dulu die buat karangan serius byk giler perkataan malaysia . and guess what , tak pernah dibuat org , cikgu sy pon kire dan uar-uarkan kat satu kelas . rsenya ade 32  kott.

siyes klaka . amalia, i miss you syg !!!

p/s : post hari ni ade 11 kali 17 . ehh, tujuh lagi ? this is so co0l ;p