Crush

"Hati lompong, lohong dan kosong,

mungkin kerana itu aku dambakan cinta? 

Yang menjadi fantasi semua insan 

yang punya jiwa

punya raga. 

Cinta sehingga syurga? 

Apa wujudkah itu semua ? 

Atau cuma dongeng ciptaan penyair kesepian 

agar kehidupan dapat diteruskan?

Aku cuma mahu kau tunjukkan padaku 

apa sebenarnya rasa cinta itu"

Ok cukup, post ni request daripada IRMAHERDIANI, FAAM, hasil tulisan aku ni khas utk kauuorangg , aku sayang kauorang gila gila <3
Kan simple kalau irma yang sebenarnya crush aku, faam pun ok gak, she will love me back and we shall live happily ever after hehe :p

Kata orang crush cuma 4 bulan, any more, then it is LOVE.
Macam mana kalau crush on and off?
*Suka dia* *dia kapel dgn org lain* *moved on*
*crush kat org lain* *dia clash* *feeling okay*
*dgr gosip psl dia* *jealous* *crush other guy*
*gosip stops* *feeling damn fine* *another new guy*
*setahun berlalu* *nampak dia balik* *hati mcm xgentar pun*
*dgr gosip lagi* *ttp jeles*
Kalau situasi ni cemana pulak? kategori cinta ke masih belum tahap itu lagi? meremang pulak memikirkan benda ni, mcm cerita conjuring dah gamaknya.

tapi aku just rasa kann kann kann kalau dah jodoh, crush kau tak mustahil boleh jadi suami kau tapi jangan pulak ingat orang yang taksuka tu takboleh jadi jodoh kauu. *reminder*

Aku rasa aku crush ramai orang. *uuuuu statement haha* aku suka lah tgk gaya dorg tp nothing serious, really, none, nada, nol. Taklebih drpd itu. aku cuma harap biar kawan menjadi cinta jangan kawan menjadi lawan. THE END.

So faam, irma, I hope you are happy with the entry and I love you.

P/ s: puisi itu nukilan ikhlas dari hati :)

Crushingly sincere,
Super-'poetic'-NINIE

nowlisteningtoCRUSHdavidarchuleta

drafts

hmm sebenarnya
banyak benda nak cerita
tapi mostly simpan as drafts dalam hati
juga sisipan waktu bermimpi
cukuplah biar aku tatap sebagai kenangan
entahlahhh
biarkan
kawan memang ada, good friends, great friends, best friends
tapi entah, mungkin mmg bukan nature utk tell everything to someone
bits to A, bits to B.
connecting everybody will solve the puzzle

Sincerely,
Super_NINIE

#np THEonlyoneswhoknow-Arcticmonkeys

Degree

So, im writing cuz its been a while, no?

Well degree is starting and im feeling all this butterflies, feels just like going on my first date. Pfft,nonsense niaaa! Guess the mind isnt quite ready for new change since all ive been doing this few months are sitting leisurely at home. So it'll be quite a struggle aye? So UPM here i come again !

And on that note, wishing everyone else a great studying time ahead,if you are,but if not, just enjoy what you're doing and remember i'm enjoying it with youu! Wth im saying, KBYE !

Sincerely,
SUPER-studying-Ninie

Wow that sure sounds out of the world xP (now listening paramore-im into you)

Ramadhan

Ramadhan dah tiba.

"Berpuasalah supaya kamu semua bertaqwa"

Hadirlah bulan puasa . In fact dah hari ke 4. Aku selalu tanya myself. Nape susah sgt nk istiqamah . Syaitan kot . But then bulan puasa ni semua syaitan diikat . Semoga lebih mudah beristiqamah kali ini . I need to show myself that i can do better , be better . and No , the shaytan havent trained me anything that i couldnt get rid of. InsyaAllah .

Sincerely,
Not-so-super-but-trying-to-be superninie .

WEEKEND with LE BOYS :D

i wrote this quite a while ago. but im definitely not going to let it pass . so im posting right now !!!

oh who would have thought that this was the BEST weekend i EVER have? ouh ok maybe that is the OVERSTATEMENT of the year..but not to lie it was still quite good..

hmm, it all started when once upon a friday, i dont have class . super sweeeeeet :) then i just lay down in bed listening to the lazy song (mind you i dont do anything the song tell me to) and zzzzzzz i go . by 3.00 pm my dearest big bro come to pick me up. i arrived home an hour later and was welcomed by the smell of fruit fiesta. endulging in bittersweet durian, langsat and manggis well heaven it was great. no wonder i starve myself in the morning. i was preparing myself for reward bit later in the evening. truth is i dont wannna eat alone at the cafe :(  poor me.. now whatever . i am not gonna sob bout that. my round tummy wouldnt protest any longer too.

night, we spend the night watching the super duper SPIDERMAN 3 ( yeah,, i just watch it for the first time. mind you, stop judging!) with my family. they were super duper funny. man i LOOOOVE you guys. our kind of quality time, watching whatever movie and making the best of ourselves.. more like making fun of each other i suppose.. but yeah i love them<3 

- D DAY -

actually it was just the next day. i was just letting go a tad bit of drama in me LOL. saturday, we went to the times square yes in malaysia. its not like i was making 50 grand per month to just fly to us the next day. ouh now im just being a sarcastic lunatic fool. boo me, please.  i was actually looking forward to play the theme park. roller coaster and all but hmm poor me, someone special there got bile up in their mouth everytime we talk about it-let alone riding it- i was even ready to pay for their ride when they said no. then we just wander off in the building and SHOP !! i was in my mood back in a jiffy :)

so, what did i found . a new scarf and a pair of red ballet flats . oh and a brand new red cover for my brand new xperia go. i didnt even bother asking for better price for the stuff. i just hand over the money without thinking much cuz guess what it wasnt my money. i dont quite care cuz i was having  a blast spending my big brother's money. i was being the loveliest sister ever right?, note the sarcasm im giving myself. but its no big deal. all those stuff dont even get to rm50. well, i was being in ts kan? barang murah banyak LOL

oh and as if that doesnt quite enough made my day, it was supposed to be my big bro and his girllfriend's hangout.  im super badass kan kacau daun camtu.. well like i care.. i wasnt going to be left at home while my parents work and they have fun all to theirselves.

lastly PICTURES WERE TAKEN. i would never ever wont let a day goes by without any pic, no naah.., like ever .

Setia city mall :D

Balik kenduri meru smlm, i singgah setia city mall . Mcm midvalley . Tp mmg tpt tu tgh tgh , berdiri sendiri bertemankan jalan raya dan bunyi kereta. But ramai btol org situ . Parking 7 tingkat pun adalah dlm 5 tingkat full . I park tingkat 2 . Nk citer is i drive dari awal g kenduri smpy balik . Its my first time bwk pergi n  balik wlopon lesen da hmpir setaon . Sadis kannn ?

Anyway, penat drive . Rasa hebat pun ada . Sbb dgn jammnya, u turn, parking , isi minyak , sume i buat. Awesome me :p

Tapi kat sana ta sempat amek pix byk byk . But this is it , bergambar dgn my only little brother, the one i love most. Hehe

xoxo,
Super driver NINIE :D

CIRI ISTERI IDAMAN

hati ni susah betul nak control kan ?  well, ntah lah nak cakap macam mane . selain dari masalah pelajaran dan kewangan , jiwa ni pun selalu bergelodak gelora tsunami segala .

aku baru habis test 2. and seriously i dont how how it will work out nanti . semuanya sebab hati ni . tulah , sendiri buat hal taw . dah tahu nak test , barulah nak try try confesss . pfffttt . tapi tak confess pun . just perasaan tu yang tunggang terbalik . macam movie upside down tuuu . lagipun sebab i dont think i am ready for that rejection that he well most probably give me . and i dont think he is ready for a new thing too . * sebab serius dah terlalu banyak hint aku bagi kottt. and he still choose to ignore :( *

under construction sebab hancur berderai sikit lepas  segala tumble rumble wrestling yang dia duk buat tk henti henti buat dalam rongga  rusuk aku ni .

hmm , aku ada tanya kat kawan aku if dia nak carik awek sekarang ni , maklumlah tgh single . tapi tak katenye nak terus carik bini . hahaa , tak sedar diri umur baru masuk je 18 dah nak carik bini .*tapi macam comel je kan :) * anyways, aku tanya things that he would look for  a wife . there are three .

satu , aku rasa i was born with this . I love kids . tapi terpulang kat budak budak lah suka aku balik ke tak . pernah sekali tu , sepupu dtg rumah , bwk anak, tp budak raihan tu sikit pun taksuka aku . macam nak nangis aku rasa . tapi dengan hati yang cekal , aku dapat tarik hati dia . now he is like my very very young  little brother :)

dua , kena pandai masak . hmm aku taklah pandai sangat tapi  boleh la tahan sedap kalau aku masak tu . cewaahh puji diri sendiri . aku paling pandai masak sayur goreng tau dan segala bende goreng goreng yang lain. 

yang ketiga ni yang aku takdapat nak setuju sgt ada kat diri aku . ntah lahh, sebab tu kot aku mcm taklayak sgt utk sape sape .mmg dah try nak jaga tapi tulah manusia kan byk buat silap . aku hrp sgt aku boleh ada ciri yang ketiga ni . takyah lah aku nak cakap tapi aku tgh berusaha berubah nak siapkan diri dgn ciri ketiga ni .

currently fixing my self for better . with the help of family and friends . INSYAALLAH

xoxo,

SUPER fixer NINIE :D

HEROES

hey there , its been a while since my last post . i got busy with my foundation . well, life's quite tiring with problems . but there's a lot of things that are enjoyable to life . and through out the 18 years of my life . i quite get that .

i got problems but im grateful that im being born in total super heroic family . my dad's is as strong as MR INCREDIBLE . mom's as cool as STORM . my elder brother is quite a SUPERMAN himself. my lovely sister is definitely my CATWOMAN. my lil brother is not that heroic yet . but i believe he will grow to be a better IRONMAN than Robert Downey is . i think i could be MISS MARTIAN or maybe that little troublemaker ROGUE .

i am myself . no one could ever break me .

i am a supergirl (!)

xoxo,
SUPERNINIE :D